Sunday, July 7, 2024

Daily Comic: FIRST ISSUE: Wired times, Creative minds. (desprate for creative slvataion in the empty chaos...)






 

Topics I can/want to write about in my Creatuve Juices comic;

  1. Anxiety I have 

  2. Cruises /being in love 

  3. Processing complicated feeling in my real life 

  4. Putting myself in Centrum Cetuide multiverse 

  5. Telling fun self contained stories (same as prompts) 

  6. Politics , observations about the world as they come up

  7. To vent when I have no one else to talk to 

  8. Famastsies /wish fulfillment of life experiences I wish I had/want 

  9. Painful gross -extremely taboo feelings ur not meant to express-heathy provide-ish place to express them when they come up

  10. Time travel Adventures, sex scenes ideal future home life -ideal romance ideal future career, cool idea for stuff -

  11. Depicting /satrfrical versions of my childhood /trauma /fanatical versions of real life events to process them 


The point of thease comics:

1. One issue weekly at least:
2. whatever I want/no cenedoring no bullshit (my anatehtic self to have a stream of conssunsious about my life, my creative concsuouniss, my experinces comcbinding my comics and creative writing abalities to help process the weird world arround me -re disover my creative joy -voice but also way to process my thoyghts, feelings that arent all negetive but are honnest and true to myself not being ceneoed in all their auatsyic. freaky, esortritic, genuine, brillant, sad, lonly, imagnattive, oversent world -the world as I see it.

The comoc Plot: is essionally just my own weekly comic strip -all things:
A comic diary for myself to process my own creative furstation, wurh my own creative process/inbity to write my book/random thoughts I have about myself, 2024 life, lonlyniss, and just things that come up eveyday interactions with anoying pepole, with our elections, fears, and anything in my life/modern life that I have no idea how to really put into words but want to vent/draw about nevertherless...

-Go on advebtures with the "Imagnation crew" to get new ideas/expand my imagnatiion an expanasive, place to let my imagnation run free/explore all fun ideas I have all the time putting myslf in them as funny self inserts as the writer/or not in them at all

-Poltical comic/cartoon venting my own poltical opionions

-random songs, poetery, (stuff like bucket lists,band names or song names,lists lists and more lists, list of free stuff in nyc)

-Fansises, sceens of doemstic bliss with my future husband, boyfriend with a van, all the best possible future sinsatiors (soctatic dilouges with the charchters in the "creative crew" about stuff-

-Time travel avdntures, advantures into fiucional relms

-legit ideas for invetions, night clubs, funny relgious/skits, solutions to problems,my type in men, why I dont want a job, why I dont want to live in the 2020's, what kind of freinds I want ideal freinds, best movies to watch when depressed... 

just bullshit I feel like complaning about-even if im just bored at school

Main Charchters: 
Creative Juices comic strip:

Elijah Brahmi aka me -fictional version of me -highened, every one of my traits how I see myself and how eveyrone else does probbaly just exxtrrtaed--to a comeditc, cartoony degree, a future great athor, and artisst right now, just a very burnt out, frustated disorgnized, 20 year old college student feeling constanly out fo place;
// struggling to write his book, have anyone in his lfie undertsand him, feel at peace, or translate his chaotic, totally unglamrous "mental situtaion" into a creative process or creative work, the world lacks all creativity, creativity and imagnation are not childnissh he's always the most creatve person in every room he's in and but he feels like he's on another planet, tired and alone lost in space- he knows he's detsinet, he has to make great cretaive work its in his blood otherwise what the hell is he doing? but...he cant do it all on his own...all great creatuve minds had great collbatriors but...for now he is on his own, in his own mind, in real life...he really is on his own, in hiw fucked up, chaotic mind, but he's at peace with teh chaos, but, what if...he wasnt on his own. What if he had a creative crew with him//

Creative Crew:

The Brainslator (my newly hired brain transaltor): Basicly my brain is too complcated, too overwelming I have too many mentall illnesses, nervodgivernce, and learning dislblities -you know being more aware ive gotten better at asking for help and mangiong them but -its still alot, oftenj too much and get get in the way instead of inhance the holy creative process -I have appointed a Translator, a middle man- for my brain to help smoth along comucations between me (the artsist) and my brain, spifficly the very complcated menatl sistaion always throwing me arround and leaving me at its whims, never quite being able to be cpatain of my own ship, for comuncation,peace, order between an arysist and his own "disordered" brain however romanastosoied they may have been, while trying to make great work and have peace in ones life can be quite, a painfull and frustrating game of talaphone. He is a most trusted translator of brains to tragic artsists, has been a Brainslator for some of teh greats, Franz Kafka, Camus, Oscar Wilde, and many others to verious levels of sucuess. The Brainslator with the personoty of Martain Freeman, a very cheeky rather logical wholesome britush doctor -weraring a little blue suit and basball hat. With a little TV screen the brainslator.


Lucien: same CHARCHTER Oscar Wilde like dandy to personify my conscience (best impusises most reasonless to make good choices both moral and creative for myself my own life and other people)

Duncan: one of the Centrum VERDIE earth wizards 🧙 who decides to become a mentor to me (as many are in those books to defy the Druid council) to teach my Eriuim the magic on pure imagination to use their magic for my own creative and personal fulfillment both in the comic and in my own (real dream/mediatoon retuals in accord ends with my own Centruim relgion) teaching me to use the amulet 🧿 and spells 🪄 to use my dreams to time travel /basicly lucid dreams to dream at will both at night and during the day 
His other spells help expand my imagination for my own desires helping to remind me of the Devine holy mission of true creative people with true imagination by the centrum verdie (see other mythofy blog about that I already know about that that’s it’s a holy mission whoever I get unmovtared to write or even be creative for my own sake with fanfictions imaging stories for escapism Decuxak helps to remind me to do so to escape trauma shouldn’t be somthing im ashamed of and sometimes to get over ptsd and trauma intrusive fhtjogjts ect I should simply wait for the thoughts to pass but escapist thoughts are the best way to deal with it not self harming /thkughts refoucing on the horrific traumatic flashbacks Hense why therapy wasn’t good to continue 
Duncan’s reminds you of ur own holy Devine perpuse not just “being a writer” but of of many but a dying breed of true creative being of the ancidemf magic order that still have the level of Eruim in you that you do that create discord in the would but it actually makes u special to have such a high level of imagination and those u who truly do as well even though truly not as many do as may think they do are a dying beeee and they will save the world 
Publishing is just the relms methods for getting ur magical world out there to the masses 
Having ur own religion 
Having Duncan being a Druid in that religion reminding u the spells teaching that imagination itself is holy it is an ancient art that can and will save the world and your one of the last people on earth with as powerful an imagination as you have 


(RIVER ideal male best friend 

Lola ideal female or nonbinary best friend (best I mean close intimate best friend) 

AND MYRON) ideal boyfriend 
And Some friends in an other lovers in the future ideal polycule who are all ideal weather I meet them at SUNY new Paltz or simply later I. Life they are everything I want in friends and lovers from the friends /lovers guide and more detailed the company I would want in real life when in my creative throws 

THE CHARCHTERS


Creative Juices Issue 1. MAGIC IMAGNATION INTERVENTION :

The chosen one /elijah the prophet u asshole!!!!

Some backstory how did we get here







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